092124 LOTOPHAGOI & FEAR FOODS

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LOTOPHAGOI that we remember (most are M.I.A.) =

● EMMETT = green food ONLY, esp. lettuce & spinach; cilantro?? typically LEAFY greens; PURGED what WASN'T green
● AIMEE? = fed Emmett, ate what "wasn't green" in HIS food? ↑
● FIG = sweet fruits? specifically figs
● that one girl with the cornflakes & vanilla soymilk
● ZUCCH? = bingeing on zucchini squash
● AXIS = mushrooms; prevented garbage eating
● COCO & NILLA? = chocolate/ vanilla "child desserts"; cookies, ice cream? "LIGHT BROWN"/ "powder" chocolate flavor (cocoa); NOT CANDY
● CAKE? = cake desserts, esp. vanilla/ yellow base (NO chocolate)
● CAYENNE? = spicy food & seafood in CNC; "dare you to eat it" + "entertain/ prove" in RISK context (esp. ALLERGY threat + pain)
● CHOCOLOCO? = coffee & dark chocolate, any "real" or "rich" chocolate? also PREVENTS eating it
● "THE BOAR?" = pork, ham, bacon; "SELF-OFFERING"
● the "CHUGON" and/or "blue dragon"?
● (TAUREIA & others were BINGERS in general.)
● (MOST daengels DID have some sort of food associations due to their inherent splanchnivorosity.)

Oh my gosh we DON'T HAVE PEOPLE. THAT'S WHY WE COULDN'T FOCUS/ INTEGRATE HEALING ATTEMPT DATA.
So we need to POST JOB OPENINGS, and they MUST BE SPECIFIC! AND tied to foods that CONSISTENTLY cause distress/ keep reverting/ resist healing/ trigger aversion/ are inexplicably disliked/ seen as "bad."

✳ BLUEBERRY flavor, ESP. "dried"
✳ APPLE flavor, ESP. apple cinnamon
✳ STRAWBERRY flavor (allergy, sex, filth)
✳ CRANBERRY (acid, mom, filth, binge)
✳ MANGO (jade, mess, binge, sex)
✳ PINEAPPLE (allergy, SLC, sex)
✳ RAISINS (bloodsugar, purging, filth, binge)
✳ BANANA (bloodsugar, sex, jade, animal)
✳ COCONUT (sex, vomit, tropics)
✳ PEACH (sex, CNC, rot)
✳ PEAR (sex, hell, bloodsugar, purge)
✳ PLUM (acid, mess, sex)
✳ PERSIMMON (allergy, bezoars)
✳ NECTARINE (mess, summer)
✳ DRAGONFRUIT (jade)
✳ PAPAYA (sex, bugs, jade, rot)
✳ MELONS (sex, rot, poison)
✳ POMEGRANATE (sex, mess, jade, hell, rot, trypophobia)
✳ DATES (sex, jade, bloodsugar, binge, allergy)
✳ LEMON (acid, CNC, SLC, rot)
✳ ORANGE (acid, mess, sex, binge)
✳ CORN? ESP. popcorn? (allergy, CNC, child, binge)
✳ SEAFOOD, ONCE WE DO ORAL ALLERGY TESTING? (they will be VITAL because of intimate associations)
✳ JUICE IN GENERAL?? (disturbing: drink = sex?? bloodsugar) (ALSO compounded by other fruit fears)
✳ CRACKERS? (family shame, mess, bugs, filth)
✳ SANDWICHES? (mess, binge)
✳ BREADED/ FRIED? (unhealthy, sick, CNC)
✳ POTATO, esp. BAKED? (bloodsugar, starch, allergy, UPMC)
✳ NOODLES (bloodsugar, sex, starch, phobia)
✳ TURNIPS/ PARSNIPS? (allergy, starch, mom)
✳ PUMPKIN? (allergy, halloween, SLC)
✳ BBQ, esp. "SMOKE" (hell, SLC, CNC)

✹ WE'LL NEED A WHOLE CLASS OF LOTOPHAGOI JUST FOR FRUIT!!!
EVEN BETTER, WE SHOULD COLLABORATE WITH THE LEAGUE ON THIS EFFORT!!!
(THIS NEW ERA MUST ALLOW FOR SUCH COMMUNICATION IF OUR HEART & MIND ARE TO TRULY HARMONIZE INTO AN INTEGRAL COOPERATIVE WHOLE/ FAMILY)

✳ WHY ARE SO MANY FRUITS SEEN AS "THREATENING"? IS THERE TRAUMA? OR JUST DISTURBANCE HISTORY? (THE SHEER AMOUNT OF ASSOCIATIONS WITH "SEX" IS DISTURBING ENOUGH) An relatedly, WHY are we TERRIFIED of the thought of "BLOOD SUGAR SPIKES"?? Does that fear extend to SUGAR in general? Is it particular to form/ presentation, or globalized to concept?
✳ It's partly BOTH because it ALSO extends to CARBS which is WHY we went keto for so long!! HOW DID THIS FEAR START?? WHEN? INVESTIGATE THIS! (Also, check ARCHIVES to see if there's ANY chronological data as to WHEN we stopped eating carbs & sugar; post-2008?)

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✳ Headspace meditation in bed; feeling out COLORS in relation to FOOD in respect to the LOTOPHAGOI. We were weirdly MORE STABLE/ CONSCIOUS on SOME VITAL LEVEL when we ate AS A SYSTEM?? I think it's because the FOCUSED & SPECIFIC FUNCTIONS made experiences CLEARER & helped data MAKE SENSE, BY KEEPING IT "DISCRIMINATED"? Isolating particulars to PEOPLE prevented the "identity blur" caused by SENSORY INPUT OVERWHELM that is "EVERYTHING AT ONCE" and ultimately results in NUMBNESS due to BURNOUT, like a blown circuitboard. This ALSO exacerbates MEMORY LOSS & DISSOCIATION, and it takes SIGNIFICANT quiet/ solitary time UPSTAIRS to recover... where we CAN process/ sort things out TOGETHER.

✳ We NEED Lotophagoi FOR FEAR/ CHALLENGE/ AVERSE FOODS/ FLAVORS, so that they can be ADDRESSED AS PARTICULARS AND ALLOW FOR DIALOGUE!! These associations MUST BE TIED TO COLOR or they WON'T WORK (DISSONANCE)!!! And it CAN'T BE FORCED. Seeds CAN be planted & job offers posted, so to speak, but GOD GIVES THE LIFE. Just like no human can design the child they must be open to conceive, BOTH the conception & formation BELONG TO GOD. He just works WITH & IN us.
✳ First "search" (need jargon) = BLUEBERRY. It's an INDIGO resonance so I went to that realm. It's actually beautiful. Blueberry bushes GROW in the SNOW, but they're all SILVER with glossy WHITE leaves? And the berries are big & look like gems, it's so gorgeous. I got the strong impression that they taste DIFFERENT from "SUMMER" blueberries? which WOULDN'T PING INDIGO!!
✳ There IS a NASCENT LOTOPHAGOI for indigo/ blueberry? I saw her; she's young, like maybe 14 tops. She has ivorywhite skin like the leaves, indigo hair done up in 2 back buns oblong & big like blueberries, with some accent strands but I couldn't see clear, & I didn't "see" her face or front at all. She's wearing an indigo & silverywhite dress, the white notably being lacy like frost? Very elegant. She was at the edge of the blueberry winter woods, which lets out by that famous stone bridge. There's no name resonance whatsoever yet; she's too new & ethereal. She needs to ANCHOR into her directed function first, which will require further mindful exposure TO her resonance, which as a potential lotophagoi, IS the blueberry flavor. SHE will be the one TO eat them, so LOOK FOR HER & help CONNECT her to them whenever they are given to us! (And START FEELING FOR A NAME RESONANCE!)