cc problems

[prismaticbleed]

remember the chaos hack in 2014?
HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THAT THE TAR POSSESSES/ COPIES PEOPLE???

in 2013, chaos TRIED to become system-based and in the process, his color became STARRY DARK BLUE.
this is an OBVIOUS pull to black, even back then.

why are CHAOS and CELEBI the ones the Tar target to attack the hosts???

they are OBVIOUSLY connected, too-- especially the sky/lime color mirroring.

Iridicel is NOT our system cel.
the one with the clock wings is NOT the pokemon cel.
there IS a pokemon celebi we think??? but that one is tied
no idea.

she and chaos are so severely fractured it's scary really
they are broken into pieces and no one's sure who is who anymore
and the sad part is because it's probably a result of just how close they both are/were to the hosts/cores
any trauma that hit the h/cs, hit those two just as badly. and they broke too.


☆ there is a DEFINITE TANGIBLE VIBE DIFFERENCE between different portrayals of CZ and that is confusing too.
☆ the drawing of him in the folder IS THE MOST ACCURATE PICTURE OF HIM.
this is probably because JAY drew it in poet mode.


TALK ABOUT THIS IN THERAPY=
http://lightraye.livejournal.com/566421.html
http://lightraye.livejournal.com/456394.html


☆☆☆CHAOS HAS MULTIPLE "SELVES" AND THEY ARE ALL LEGIT☆☆☆

1. his SONIC INVERSION self!!!!!! the eccentric "sonic chat" one. you know him. TIED TO FANON!!
2. PERFECT. the REAL "god of destruction." NOT A BAD GUY. brutal edge though. TIED TO CANON??
3. the one that looks like his original STH self, very calm, bit detached? usually no mouth. TIED TO CANON?
4. the one tied to the AQUA slot. "main" guy now, at least ideally?
5. ANOTHER one tied to AQUA?? the one with tons of jewelry. tied to RIO/MARKUS's world. very aloof?
5. the one tied to the BLACK slot. fuzzy anchor. notable feminine edge, which can be harsh of course. (is THIS "serenity??")
6. ANOTHER one tied to BLACK, this one with notable rainbow accents. a lot like infi, still too romantic though. feels like #1 a bit


THE TAR DOES MIMIC CHAOS AS AN EMOTIONAL LOOSE CANNON
IF HE GETS MANIPULATIVE/CAUSTIC, TEST HIM.
IF ANY OF HIS SELVES GET BITTER OR BITCHY, TEST THEM.
CHAOS DOES NOT AND SHOULD NEVER ACT LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!
PRETTY MUCH 100% OF THE TIME THOSE "CHAOSES" WILL GLITCH OUT INTO TAR.



i remember how weird this session was to type, chaos's vibe felt so jumbled, like i wasn't sure if he was really talking but no matter how much i kept fine-tuning the dials so to speak, that's how he was coming through.
but that one, THAT one, the one in the entry, is really the best one, the nicest one
even if i cannot really cope with his "affectionate" tendencies or emotional instability (which causes fragmenting)
even so, at heart he's a nice guy.