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dream journal 081721
Aug. 17th, 2021 09:11 pmChaos 0 saving me from a dream hack.
He was IN THE DREAM afterwards??
Sailor moon vibes??
We were in a super swanky apartment? By the Beach. fancy place, holding a ball? But there were other girls there IN the apartment and I was in the shower and that's WHY there was a hack.
CHANDELIER CRYSTAL DUST. Me and Chaos responsible somehow. Turned it into a huge pink crystal and it "shattered" into glitter, floated down over the people downstairs beautifully. I wanted to see it but had to stay secret; took comfort in the reminder that I had Chaos 0 with me up here and that was more beautiful than the glitter.
Some tux guy interviewed me after? Mood suspicious, about the chandeliers. I clearly remember him saying at one point "you're the one in love with that water creature," like a callout, as CZ was hiding in the room from before and I was trying to keep him secret as not to cause "monster panic" but this guy knew the whole deal. I remember shrugging in confession like "that's true."
UFO sky btw, and shooting stars. It was awesome and beautiful. Super lucid too.
Also me telling that girl (on a flatbed truck, on the way to a construction site?? For work apparently) that I "used to work on an ambulance" although I knew I didn't? But I didn't know how else to "conversationally" refer to my headspace knowledge of body trauma and such.
Rest of dream was just reflections of waking worries-- brothers mistrustful and disrespectful towards me, dad & stepmom also impatient and brushed me off.
Waking up, now doing grandma errands & listening to Spotify.
Talking to JULIE out of nowhere???
She SHOULD HOLD CERISE. But she was afraid that she would somehow corrupt it.
I told her, "You remind me of Chaos 0 when you say that"
"Don't you dare say that to me. I'm not supposed to remind you of someone you love!"
"Why not? You both have that same compassionate heart."
Telling her "it might sound terrible, but no one understands WHAT to protect Cerise from better than you."
He was IN THE DREAM afterwards??
Sailor moon vibes??
We were in a super swanky apartment? By the Beach. fancy place, holding a ball? But there were other girls there IN the apartment and I was in the shower and that's WHY there was a hack.
CHANDELIER CRYSTAL DUST. Me and Chaos responsible somehow. Turned it into a huge pink crystal and it "shattered" into glitter, floated down over the people downstairs beautifully. I wanted to see it but had to stay secret; took comfort in the reminder that I had Chaos 0 with me up here and that was more beautiful than the glitter.
Some tux guy interviewed me after? Mood suspicious, about the chandeliers. I clearly remember him saying at one point "you're the one in love with that water creature," like a callout, as CZ was hiding in the room from before and I was trying to keep him secret as not to cause "monster panic" but this guy knew the whole deal. I remember shrugging in confession like "that's true."
UFO sky btw, and shooting stars. It was awesome and beautiful. Super lucid too.
Also me telling that girl (on a flatbed truck, on the way to a construction site?? For work apparently) that I "used to work on an ambulance" although I knew I didn't? But I didn't know how else to "conversationally" refer to my headspace knowledge of body trauma and such.
Rest of dream was just reflections of waking worries-- brothers mistrustful and disrespectful towards me, dad & stepmom also impatient and brushed me off.
Waking up, now doing grandma errands & listening to Spotify.
Talking to JULIE out of nowhere???
She SHOULD HOLD CERISE. But she was afraid that she would somehow corrupt it.
I told her, "You remind me of Chaos 0 when you say that"
"Don't you dare say that to me. I'm not supposed to remind you of someone you love!"
"Why not? You both have that same compassionate heart."
Telling her "it might sound terrible, but no one understands WHAT to protect Cerise from better than you."
