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prismaticbleedCROWN OF THORNS DAY
Snow driving
Terrified of falling in the ditch. Teaching me humility; I really don't know how to drive in the snow.
Rheumatologist. Very worried.
Bloodwork girl had a PEACHY PINK VOICE.
Home, lots of phone calls
Called to Communion
"You should feel bad" = gay marriage being legalized to "prevent hurt feelings".
Truth, but where is my mercy within it?
Dark night of the soul= stripped of ALL pretenses and ideas about God. No spiritual consolation?
Thoughts on Lent so far:
1. I'm still making too much food
2. I'm still cold towards Chris
3. I'm still whining
HOST BEATING LIKE A HEART WITH LOVE = asking, what does it mean for the Host to BE God's Heart? What does a heart do, in beating? What does it mean for us in the Host?
Beating means life.
It beats blood to the body.
If God's Heart beats with Love, then His Love IS His Blood.
Blood is life; without it we die. It carries important things to the whole body.
Without Love, God "cannot live."
That Blood, that Love, carries His "nourishment" to His Body, keeping it healthy and alive.
If His Heart beats with Love IN THE HOST, then in receiving the Host, we recieve HIS LOVE-BLOOD, TO GIVE US LIFE.
It will not affect you unless you ALSO let YOUR heart beat that Blood!
Similarly, you must not only eat the Host, but DIGEST IT.
HOLY SPIRIT = LOVE = BLOOD
"THROUGH HIM WITH HIM IN HIM"
BODY OF CHRIST NEEDS THIS BLOOD OF LOVE TO LIVE.
WE GET THAT BLOOD FROM HIS HEART ALONE.
etc.
Its all so gorgeous I could honestly meditate on it for years and I should. I'd love to.
Begging God to teach me more about Him
IF YOU WANNA LEARN, YOU GOTTA TAKE TIME TO STUDY!!! A TEACHER CAN'T TEACH ME IF I DON'T ATTEND CLASS.
Rorschach thoughts. Never compromise the faith. New life in heartspace? Asking God about it. Listen.
YEARNING to pray and read. LENT IS ALL ABOUT THAT. Increase the time all day, every day.
AMAZING readings today. Reflect on them deeply.
"Clothing the WICKED" misread at Mass. Hit hard. We must do that especially. Their SOUL is naked. Have compassion!!
Snow driving
Terrified of falling in the ditch. Teaching me humility; I really don't know how to drive in the snow.
Rheumatologist. Very worried.
Bloodwork girl had a PEACHY PINK VOICE.
Home, lots of phone calls
Called to Communion
"You should feel bad" = gay marriage being legalized to "prevent hurt feelings".
Truth, but where is my mercy within it?
Dark night of the soul= stripped of ALL pretenses and ideas about God. No spiritual consolation?
Thoughts on Lent so far:
1. I'm still making too much food
2. I'm still cold towards Chris
3. I'm still whining
HOST BEATING LIKE A HEART WITH LOVE = asking, what does it mean for the Host to BE God's Heart? What does a heart do, in beating? What does it mean for us in the Host?
Beating means life.
It beats blood to the body.
If God's Heart beats with Love, then His Love IS His Blood.
Blood is life; without it we die. It carries important things to the whole body.
Without Love, God "cannot live."
That Blood, that Love, carries His "nourishment" to His Body, keeping it healthy and alive.
If His Heart beats with Love IN THE HOST, then in receiving the Host, we recieve HIS LOVE-BLOOD, TO GIVE US LIFE.
It will not affect you unless you ALSO let YOUR heart beat that Blood!
Similarly, you must not only eat the Host, but DIGEST IT.
HOLY SPIRIT = LOVE = BLOOD
"THROUGH HIM WITH HIM IN HIM"
BODY OF CHRIST NEEDS THIS BLOOD OF LOVE TO LIVE.
WE GET THAT BLOOD FROM HIS HEART ALONE.
etc.
Its all so gorgeous I could honestly meditate on it for years and I should. I'd love to.
Begging God to teach me more about Him
IF YOU WANNA LEARN, YOU GOTTA TAKE TIME TO STUDY!!! A TEACHER CAN'T TEACH ME IF I DON'T ATTEND CLASS.
Rorschach thoughts. Never compromise the faith. New life in heartspace? Asking God about it. Listen.
YEARNING to pray and read. LENT IS ALL ABOUT THAT. Increase the time all day, every day.
AMAZING readings today. Reflect on them deeply.
"Clothing the WICKED" misread at Mass. Hit hard. We must do that especially. Their SOUL is naked. Have compassion!!
