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prismaticbleedToday, I had a holy mission.
BRING JESUS TO GRANDMA.
I WAS JEWEL. I WAS ME.
"I have to seek Him out" = Fiery DETERMINATION. No fear of obstacles, ridicule, or self. Just focused on FINDING JESUS and TAKING HIM HOME.
Receiving the Eucharist while He was in my pocket = HEAVEN. WOW. Within me AND beside me. UNDERSTOOD what it means to have Christ in me WITHOUT BEING CHRIST MYSELF. Him living IN me, AS HIMSELF, but also WITHOUT ANNIHILATING MY SELF. Relationship!!!
Spicy food addiction suddenly-- seeking my PASSION??
But it's MISPLACED!! I want the CONCEPT.
The ACTUAL taste is HELL.
So weak and tired. But so happy helping grandma.
BRING JESUS TO GRANDMA.
I WAS JEWEL. I WAS ME.
"I have to seek Him out" = Fiery DETERMINATION. No fear of obstacles, ridicule, or self. Just focused on FINDING JESUS and TAKING HIM HOME.
Receiving the Eucharist while He was in my pocket = HEAVEN. WOW. Within me AND beside me. UNDERSTOOD what it means to have Christ in me WITHOUT BEING CHRIST MYSELF. Him living IN me, AS HIMSELF, but also WITHOUT ANNIHILATING MY SELF. Relationship!!!
Spicy food addiction suddenly-- seeking my PASSION??
But it's MISPLACED!! I want the CONCEPT.
The ACTUAL taste is HELL.
So weak and tired. But so happy helping grandma.
