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prismaticbleedHappy Monday! I slept through TWO ALARMS
Needed gas & food, late for VRC appointment. She called when I was in the parking lot & we will reschedule.
Got SO MUCH LETTUCE!!
Also cucumbers and peppers. Only cost like $14, wow.
They already recognize me there, it's so sweet ♡
Saint Ignatius church has daily Mass at 12:10??? SO I CAN GO AFTER THERAPY ;_______; I am SO HAPPY.
Protein overdose
ER waiting room for 6 hours again, read Mark 2 & BACE the whole time. Lovely honestly, even with persistent symptoms. Offer it up!
Cleaning out photos on my phone, keeping only resonant faves.
Struck by a lot of images of Jesus; little heartfelt details I dearly want to meditate on more.
Cornered next to three guys who walked in as I returned from the ER; lounging & bad rubber shoe smell. Considered moving, then realized, "your neighbor is the one who interrupts/ inconveniences you." God put them there! So I was patient and calm, no hard feelings, no complaints. Actively practicing charitable thoughts towards them.
Finally got a hall bed! I betcha grandma said a rosary for me.
Kissing Phlegmoni in the ER bed
"You're always there for me when I'm sick" "you're so sweet"
"I'm just a drug mascot. I'm someone that they're supposed to fight. You're not supposed to like me."
"I don't care what they say. I love you. You're the first person I've been able to love in a long time. You taught me to open my eyes to brighter things. You mean so much to me by now, even if no one else thinks you're important. You're important to me."
Needed gas & food, late for VRC appointment. She called when I was in the parking lot & we will reschedule.
Got SO MUCH LETTUCE!!
Also cucumbers and peppers. Only cost like $14, wow.
They already recognize me there, it's so sweet ♡
Saint Ignatius church has daily Mass at 12:10??? SO I CAN GO AFTER THERAPY ;_______; I am SO HAPPY.
Protein overdose
ER waiting room for 6 hours again, read Mark 2 & BACE the whole time. Lovely honestly, even with persistent symptoms. Offer it up!
Cleaning out photos on my phone, keeping only resonant faves.
Struck by a lot of images of Jesus; little heartfelt details I dearly want to meditate on more.
Cornered next to three guys who walked in as I returned from the ER; lounging & bad rubber shoe smell. Considered moving, then realized, "your neighbor is the one who interrupts/ inconveniences you." God put them there! So I was patient and calm, no hard feelings, no complaints. Actively practicing charitable thoughts towards them.
Finally got a hall bed! I betcha grandma said a rosary for me.
Kissing Phlegmoni in the ER bed
"You're always there for me when I'm sick" "you're so sweet"
"I'm just a drug mascot. I'm someone that they're supposed to fight. You're not supposed to like me."
"I don't care what they say. I love you. You're the first person I've been able to love in a long time. You taught me to open my eyes to brighter things. You mean so much to me by now, even if no one else thinks you're important. You're important to me."
