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[prismaticbleed]

I'm so completely crushed inside that I don't have the strength to draw anything more than this.
But I owe him at least this.

Chaos 0, no matter what we've been through, despite everything, I love you. I love you with everything I am forever.
I know I feel completely hollow and lost and dead and I don't know who I am anymore and sometimes even you feel like a stranger to my shattered-numb heart.
But... you're still you. And somewhere deep down, I'm still me. Somehow. You see it. I'll trust in that.
No matter what happens to either of us, no matter how much we change, no matter how dark the past is and how empty the future feels right now... no matter what, no matter what,

I love you.

I swear it. I'll repeat it into eternity, until every star dies out. I love you. If that's the last coherent thought I ever have, there it is.

Despite everything, even now, you make this life worth living.