prismaticbleed | Update 060613 (Reply)

First, an important notice: since last Saturday, J (the system core) has been "blocked" from either entering or accessing Central headspace by an unknown force and/or entity. As a result he is now stuck on an unformed level of lower headspace.
This blockading action has also prevented anyone but the Autopilot (myself), Jewel, and J from fronting, in order of frequency. It has also cut off all our access to upstairs knowledge and energy, and vice versa, so all parties involved are struggling.
In the process, Central headspace is decaying rapidly. Several headvoices have already suffered dramatic physical damage as well. If we cannot restore the connection between upstairs and downstairs soon, the consequences may be disastrous.

Nevetheless, within the past 24 hours, the following significant events have occurred:

- After having discovered his energetic signature there yesterday morning, J riskily entered the Underground to rescue Infinitii, who was being held captive there by Razor and Jezebel. It has also been revealed that Infi DID temporarily die shortly after his previous kidnapping on May 28th, but he was thankfully able to remanifest due to J mentally sending out energy on his behalf since then.

- A friend of ours, living in the western United States, has informed us that Laurie, Chaos, Genesis, and Xenophon have temporarily taken up residence in her headspace after Saturday's lockout (Chaos, for one, claimed he "needed space" as J is suffering greatly at the moment). How and why Laurie ended up in another headspace is unknown, as her fellow headvoices were all locked upstairs.

- I have discovered that lower headspace is swarming with splinters and other non-corporeal voices, due to it being a non-structured location. It was a shock to realize how many there were, but I cannot say it was a surprise.

As a result of this latter point, I have instated two base rules in lower headspace in order to promote a sense of order: firstly, all non-corporeal voices must announce themselves before fronting or co-fronting, and secondly, all splinters must choose a unique name, face, and voice, or undergo imminent dissolution (for the sake of system coherency).
Many of the downstairs voices originated as splinters from either Jewel or J-- all of whom have been/ are system cores, therefore naturally producing splinters in order to preserve a non-traumatized state of existence. Unfortunately, as a result many of them lack any identity of their own. Therefore I have charged the strongest ones to manifest, while letting the weaker ones dissolve into raw mental energy once more.

J offered enough energetic potential to allow this manifestation to happen, and one exceptionally loud splinter grew into a headvoice within the first 30 minutes.
Upon speaking to it, we learned that this one was, unusually, formed from J, as a vessel to hold all the Tar abuse that began around last January. It is male, with reddish-pink hair, similar to J's old appearance, and its name appears to be Jeremiah.
To be frank, I have been hunting this splinter down for many weeks, as it is highly distraught emotionally and easily triggered, which would cause a great deal of distress for whoever would be fronting in such an event. Now that manifestation has occurred, both tracking and healing it will be much easier.

We still cannot connect back to Central, but J has managed to form a limited mental channel with Leon (the Indigo headvoice), which is a significant achievement. Hopefully we will be able to re-enter Central headspace within the next few days.

Lastly, J has a few theories as to the nature of this lockout, some of which raise many incredible questions. However, I will not discuss them here-- my job is simply to report information, and I trust J will take the time to record his thoughts on the matter in his own time. I will tell him to post any significant points to this blog.

That is all I have to update with for tonight.

-A.P.