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[prismaticbleed]

 Up until like 4
Decent sleep though!

Mass
Summer dissociation notice

Oblates
SJE luminous rosary VISUALS

Home for 130
Julie helping us get out summer clothes
Prevented social overtake!

Wall prayers
Seeing vs fronting

BK prep
Lynne & Wreckage
JAY PUSHED OUT ENTIRELY
CANNOT CHOOSE OR FORCE BUT THERE HE WAS

Daily devotional about PHYSICAL MATTER CREATED FOR ETERNITY etc

DMV online trouble
Have to do stuff with mom TONIGHT
Going to be difficult & triggering. God give us grace & strength

Genesis telling Barry "you're kinda stealing our thunder here"

Verse of the day
BEAR FRUIT = more references to the MARRIAGE SYMBOLISM
Virgin birth vs cloning????
"[Christ] is the Source [of life itself]... anything that's made is because of His life-giving power.... Anything worth being or doing starts with HIM!"

Scalpel fronting to high-five Xennie for being in "the spicy club"



PICREW!!!!!!!!
Spent like FOUR HOURS on it. So much absolute intrasystem joy and love. I missed seeing everyone's faces in a TANGIBLE sense.
really thank God. this meant so much. our soul needed this desperately.

Audio notes when falling asleep:
Lying in bed talking to Jesus, telling him that "I don't always recognize I love You show from the cross; it's not as 'obvious' as the love I recognize in the System"?
Jesus said that all of Laurie's love and protection, all of Chaos's love and fidelity,  All of that is brought to perfection on the cross.
Then Jesus told me that all that love Chaos has for me,  Jesus is the one that gave him that Grace of love TO love me with in the first place.
It always starts with God, Who is love itself... and yes, He loves me.