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13 December 2010 @ 01:07 am

whenever these fights break out, im always the villain and im always wrong and im so afraid that theyre going to die because of me and my stupidity and blindness and that will be my guilt forever.

i really hate myself.

i really really really hate myself right now


 

13 December 2010 @ 05:20 am

help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help help he

 

 

13 December 2010 @ 10:35 pm

I did a lot of thinking and searching and praying today, and I think I'm starting to understand what I really need now.

After the catastrophe that was last night, this means a lot.