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prismaticbleedAll right, yeah, I'm in love.
You ever feel like a lightning bolt just hit your chest, and suddenly you're floating and can't help but smile although you're nervous for no good reason? Yeah. Just got that from the freaking preview.
Man, I've got it bad...
I'm such a foolish little kid, though. I try to deny these things, for everyone. I try to act like the tough guy, and for what? So people will be bullied into 'respecting' me somehow? It's just senseless.
I keep apologizing for feeling things that are completely right and true, and why? Because that's not the sort of thing you typically see in society? Because it's not 'expected?' Heck with that.
I keep trying to rewrite myself to make other people happy, and all I'm doing is destroying myself to satisfy some fleeting whim of a random passerby.
I keep forgetting that the people who matter love me for who I truly am.
Speaking of... yes, Q, I've been watching the calendar and I noticed your birthday is coming up. So yes, there is something in the works for you. It might take a little while, considering what I'm planning, but hopefully it'll be done soon enough. I'm trying hard.
Not much else to say tonight, as I am currently dying from something gorgeous and it's already 12:18 am.
And yes, Dare, you were right on with that comment of yours!
Seriously, though... je t'aime, CZ. 6 years already and I'm not giving this up.
No matter what happens to either of us, you're loved.
You ever feel like a lightning bolt just hit your chest, and suddenly you're floating and can't help but smile although you're nervous for no good reason? Yeah. Just got that from the freaking preview.
Man, I've got it bad...
I'm such a foolish little kid, though. I try to deny these things, for everyone. I try to act like the tough guy, and for what? So people will be bullied into 'respecting' me somehow? It's just senseless.
I keep apologizing for feeling things that are completely right and true, and why? Because that's not the sort of thing you typically see in society? Because it's not 'expected?' Heck with that.
I keep trying to rewrite myself to make other people happy, and all I'm doing is destroying myself to satisfy some fleeting whim of a random passerby.
I keep forgetting that the people who matter love me for who I truly am.
Speaking of... yes, Q, I've been watching the calendar and I noticed your birthday is coming up. So yes, there is something in the works for you. It might take a little while, considering what I'm planning, but hopefully it'll be done soon enough. I'm trying hard.
Not much else to say tonight, as I am currently dying from something gorgeous and it's already 12:18 am.
And yes, Dare, you were right on with that comment of yours!
Seriously, though... je t'aime, CZ. 6 years already and I'm not giving this up.
No matter what happens to either of us, you're loved.
