AHA

[prismaticbleed]

I FIGURED OUT WHY JAY WAS SO LOVING AND BRIGHT AND I HAVEN'T BEEN

HE WAS A GUY, HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE UP-FRONT AND POWERFUL AND STRONG

I'M A GIRL, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE MEEK AND HUMBLE AND SUBSERVIENT


SO I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE THAT SAME SORT OF MANIFESTATION OF INCANDESCENT LOVE WITHOUT THE MASCULINE ROLE TO IT

HOW DOES ONE BE A GLITTER SUPERNOVA BUT QUIETLY???

GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT KIDDO!!!!


HEY GO ASK MARY SHE SHOULD KNOW



honestly though, READ THE BIBLE.

maybe it IS possible for me to just be EXUBERANT and BRIGHT WITH LOVE like I am literally dying to be. if I kept this in I'd explode, or implode, as I've BEEN doing.

I NEED to be as fiercely brilliantly loving and joyous and Jay was.

see if there are any biblical women who were the same. figure out HOW to be what I need to be. pray about it.