oct 30 2015

today, 1030


- buffed down candy cane lamps today. so glossy!

- HUGE synchronicity again with going to the store. got everything i asked for.
on the way home, ALL GREEN LIGHTS.
we're learning to talk to the floating voices now, we're learning to say no to the bad ones and tune into what feels true and compassionate even if it's being stern, the bad ones can act super-nice but they're so vicious, we're learning. so we don't hear the screaming all the time now, thank god


- unfortunately got sick from the food. only because of chocolate though i think? if we didnt have that we would have been okay.
surprised because ALL "addiction/comfort" foods are still dying out FAST. even the old favorites. we suddenly have NO desire to touch ANY of them.
gonna have to fill that abuse-void now bro, do NICE THINGS instead. go type or read.


- hack. apparently. josephina atoned and we bled so so so much. he fronted and was sobbing.