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[prismaticbleed]

Please pray for me to get through the rest of the night. 🙏😣

I keep ending up back in the ER; this is at least the 6th time within two months. It's been with electrolyte imbalances, dangerously low heart rate & blood pressure, sudden allergic reactions, chest pain, nausea & vomiting, and feeling like I'm suffocating. Too much. I wonder how much is COVID.

I know I am sharing in the Cross of Christ but it is still painful, and frightening. Nevertheless if Our Lord wills it I shall continue to carry it, by His grace alone. I must keep my mind fixed on Him.