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✳The REASON why we "DON'T WANT/ LIKE" CERTAIN FOODS/ SNACKS IS BECAUSE NO ONE IN THE SYSTEM RESONATES WITH IT (YET)!!! THIS IS ALSO WHY WE "CAN'T GET DATA"/ "UNDERSTAND" THE SENSORY INPUT!! And it WON'T change UNTIL WE HAVE CENTRALITES FOR THE FULL SPECTRUM AGAIN, SO WE CAN "CLARIFY/ COMPREHEND" THAT COLOR VIBE/ RESONANCE, GET FUNCTIONAL FONI IN THAT COLOR, & APPLY THAT TO EXTERNAL SITUATIONS!!! WE CAN'T "GET" BLUE/ YELLOW/ GREEN FOOD DATA RIGHT, OR PROPERLY WANT/ LIKE IT, UNTIL AND UNLESS A NOUSFONI "MATCHES" IT!!!

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✳ YOU CAN'T SHAME YOURSELF INTO POSITIVE CHANGE!!!

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✳ WHAT ROLE/ FUNCTION/ PURPOSE DOES WEIGHT GAIN/ EATING SO BLOODY MUCH ACTUALLY HAVE IN MY RECOVERY???
(It's RESTORING NUTRITION/ LOST BODY MATTER)

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✳GROUP POINTS =
● FORGIVE MYSELF; "PROJECTING" ANGER AT INJUSTICE INWARDS?
● WON'T LET SELF FEEL EMOTIONS; "FAKE"/ "UNTRUSTWORTHY"
● ↑ PREVENTING TRAUMA PROCESSING!! (DEPERSONALIZED)

★ HAVEN'T COME TO TERMS WITH INFI DYING

● "ALWAYS ANGRY, SAD IS SHAMEFUL, HAPPINESS IS SINFUL (LUXURY/ EGO)
● TREAT SELF WITH COMPASSION, PATIENCE; HEALING TAKES TIME
● RECOVERY ISN'T LINEAR/ PREDICTABLE/ "AS WE EXPECT"
● RECOVERY IS NOT JUST "DOING WHAT YOU'RE TOLD / GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS" = YOU MUST WORK AT & FOR YOUR RECOVERY "FOR YOUR OWN SAKE"; DO IT FOR LOVE OF YOU!!! HEAL BECAUSE YOU WANT TO & GENUINELY BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE WORTHY OF JOY & LIFE!!!

★ ↑ WHY? BECAUSE GOD THINKS THAT ABOUT YOU!!! ♥ (LOVE IS ALWAYS HOLY! RESISTING THAT LOVE & CARE IS HELL)