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[prismaticbleed]

 
Woke up feeling destroyed sick 

Kitchen lights died so its all dark

No food stamps left

Church envelope shame 

Tried to eat! Kept it down!! But sick, uneasy. Felt wrong. Offer it up 

Church

Received! 

Visited dad, got noodles 

Money complaint about lights. Guilt. 

Reading kids Bible books 

So happy 

Eating 

Reading net Bible 

"The lesson of this plague is that Yahweh has absolute control over the physical health of the people. Physical suffering consequent to sin comes to all regardless of their position and status"

For some reason reading that made my heart leap with genuine joy and love. Just realizing that God is all good and his Judgments are always right and just. Rejoicing even at punishment because it is tangible action of good victorious over evil. 

God is greater than all.