Could it be?

[prismaticbleed]

 

 

 

...How is it... how is it so simple?
How did I not see it before?

Have I won the war?
Have I lost the war?
Have I started another war?

I don't know... but I've found something regardless... something insane.

The reason why Julie keeps trying to destroy me... the reason why Laurie always abuses me... the reason why I never sleep much and always eat what makes me deathly sick and always seem to purposely put myself in stressful situations... it's all the same.

The reason is always the same.

I've finally found the answer... through a long, humiliating, horrible battle with Julie, I've finally found the answer.

What I really want... what my body seems to be looking for... is suffering.