night of oct 5

[prismaticbleed]

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i saw so many triple numbers today. in succession. it felt... really nice actually. like a smile.

got an hour of exercise in today despite being tired

"i love you in the open sea" came up on the ipod and i havent heard it in months and it lit up my heart

i have at least two more poems in the works, possibly four. it feels wonderful to be writing them again after so long.

a dear friend just bought a $5 pencil commission from me of a really cool oc of their so that's something to look forward to doing

(there's a second $5 inquiry that will be tricky if i take it but i should try. it's another skill gained. i'll do that tomorrow too)

some lovely texan lass from okc introduced me to florence + the machine & alpines so i'm listening to "damn baby" and it's great

another lovely lass from tumblr just sent me a dime on paypal within 2 minutes of my asking so now i can pay for things, many thanks


and
and and and
extra-vertebrae just sent me the final pencils for that big commission and

just.
it's so funny when this hits. it blindsides me every time, into a glittering wreck of smiles and shaking hands.
oh lord this is great. it's so different but so perfect and i love it. i love you, person in the picture, teeth and all
can't wait to show you guys when this is finished. i'm so happy


anyway! it's 3am on the dot, battery is dead again, we have work tomorrow, i promised xenophon i'd cook her up a monster vegetable soup tomorrow (she insisted i put an entire cauliflower in it) so there's another thing to look forward to.

see you around.