prismaticbleed | May 23rd, 2014 (Reply)

dream journal for may 23rd 2014.
(CHAOS. ♥ in my room, INCREDIBLY clear. third person mostly but that didn't matter. we were obviously connecting somehow, he was feeling a lot as usual, but very notable is that it wasn't physical in the human sense. there was definitely a body connection but it was totally chaste so to speak, nevertheless I asked him "how he did that?" because there was no working biology for either of us there, literally there was nothing. I remember he said he 'concentrated a little more energy there,' and 'just opened himself up.' he was being so fragile and sincere it was beautiful. I also remember us specifically talking about the nature of such connections, how there was a deep driving need for a link between the heart, mind, soul, and body, based entirely in love and pure intimacy. I loved him so much during that time, it was incredibly beautiful. amusingly I later remember commenting 'you really are loud' and he laughed, he really can't help it. plus at one point cz and I were trying to send a translation to the physical body or something, but had to be super careful so no hacks happened, ultimately we decided not to because the language didn't get across well. but around that time cz cried out once. I think at one point laurie called in from god knows where, jokingly, 'dude are you okay?' and he loudly said 'yes' which was really funny actually.)
(I think something was trying to hack me around that time because stuff was foggy and feeling dangerous, BUT cz saved me 100% from it when he showed up, thank you dear you're a godsend)
(then, closet with stuffed animals, notably three-headed dragon with rainbow hair and a cyberfall wig. showed it to viral in the kitchen. diamond kept trying to burn seal on the stove, wanted him gone. I said I'd adopt him but he kept trying to stop me.)
(remember being in church basement momentarily, seeing 'diamew' out the window, but big medieval brick wall where caves would be. said I kept getting taken by surprise by that, kept forgetting they "built a town there.")
(last bit was running around the curve-corner and it was pouring rain! I got totally soaked. then jumping over cars, tried somersaulting at one point but kept ending up facing backwards.)