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i hate being triggered.

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO DIE OR BREAK SOMETHING
IT ALL HURTS
ITS ALL WRONG
CURSE YOU CURSE YOU CURSE YOU CURSE ALL OF YOU

EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG
EVERYTHING LOOKS WRONG
AND SMELLS AND TASTES WRONG
AAAAAFDSHJBGFVJSK ,NMVHCXJ F,ZGVNS
I REALLY WANT TO DIE
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO DIE
INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH THIS INESCAPABLE HELL

AAAAAAAFDSJGDSFHFHD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY THE HECK AM I TRIGGERED BY THIS
THEN IM STUCK IN THIS CURSED UGLY STUPID AWFUL BODY
I HATE IT
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at least typing lets me use the autopilot a little
i can shut off a bit
cant sense as many things
just the physical sacbnnnvshekzv dbxmsaAAAAAA
but trying to ignore that too

no meltdowns no meltwodnwsf ds
pelase no meltdwonas
cant front anymreos roooooorryyy

sorry