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Random daily update, as we have access to a computer today.

Emmett is sick. As far as Laurie and Jewel can figure, he's been abandoning his health for fear of Razor: she caught on to his coping methods quick, and is now using them as a way to cause both him and the System a great deal of pain. Emmett is blaming himself and his health is suffering drastically. We don't want him to die-- we've become rather fond of this odd snake creature in the short time we've known him-- so we're going to do everything we can to keep him alive and well.

We haven't heard from Kyanos in a while, so in light of Emmett's state of health, we're being vigilant. Nat insists he's doing okay, but due to both his age and his unfortunate energy anchor, we can't be too careful. Considering his anchor, we're wondering if we can stabilize it in a positive manner; several headvoices have formed from "negative" anchors and they're doing just fine (Laurie being the most striking example). If so, this will hopefully help us get both Julie and Josephina back on track: since their roles are inexplicably tied, and both of them have been on uneasy footing upstairs for quite some time, new insights into their actual anchors would be a huge help for all individuals involved.

Concerning Jess, and Razor by proxy... for whatever reason, they seem anchored to our childhood home? Whenever we are out of it for an extended period of time (even a few hours), both of them become almost entirely silent and in some cases, become nearly inaccessible. This is a very good realization, but it's also a huge concern, as we don't know what to do about our housing situation in any case, even without this extra point.

Everyone else is doing well, thankfully. There were some huge worries surrounding Chaos and Jewel especially over the past month (those two are very important to the System as a whole), but thanks to interventions by both Infinitii and Genesis, things are finally falling back together. Hopefully it will stay like this for a while.

Therapy is still neither here nor there in terms of progress. We have another session tomorrow morning, but these appointments are devouring money we do not have, and we are getting little to no feedback. This is a problem as digging up all this old dirt is letting the demons back out, so to speak. Normally we would be fine with this, but ever since the scratch attempt we've all been a little "out of it." As a result, we may be forced to postpone or cancel therapy if it continues in this manner without any improvements on any level.

That's all for today's update.