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Mental health at cathedral
GARDEN ROSARY
Obsessed with textures? Sights, sounds, scents. Absorbed. Realized with humbly & sheepishly that we ARE extremely "sensually sensitive". But it opens our heart to gratitude for beauty all the more, too

Home for 1230
Prayer OCD, weighing prudent options. Compared to blind faith.

BK prep talk with Mimic, Laurie, Chaos, and Jay over "reality of God" = not a goody-two-shoes thing; remember the martyrs
Love is eternal and omnipotent, "nothing else is worth existing"
CZ talking about death & afterlife

Bible verse of day = devil wants to kill & EAT you BY DESTROYING YOUR DEPENDENCE ON GOD???? Distancing us from Him; devil's main goal is to SEPARATE US FROM GOD.
Also "don't let your guard down"

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Mass
MORE MOM FURYHATE?????? WTF IS THIS
Actually had a RAGE MELTDOWN when we got home????? WHY

Too sick & disturbed to pray
Distracted self by figuring out our birthday order of The Chosen
GOT IT DONE SON!!