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[prismaticbleed]

You know, I keep thinking about the people that I love but who don't love me back. The distant ones, the ones who never knew me.
I never demanded reciprocation, I could never. I only expressed my love and hoped it would brighten their lives.
But... with how my own life is going at this point, with how incredible things are... I wish, more than anything, that I could somehow share that with them.
I want to help them feel this, too. I don't care if I don't get any credit, or anything like that. I just want to see them as joyful as I am now, with peace in their lives, hopeful and excited for the future.
I love so many people, in so many different ways, and I want all of them to feel that love for their own sake. I want them to know how it feels, to have all of this light and joy in my heart. I can't possibly keep it to myself.

...I wonder what her life is like, right now. I wonder if she's happy. I hope so. I look at her work and I honestly want to cry with how she inspires me. I want to tell her, again and again, what a light she has been in my life. She has changed me for the better.

"I'm kind of in a slump, but I appreciate your words, trust me!"

If that was the only chance I will ever get, so be it. I will never regret it.
Knowing that my words could help you, if only in a little way, made me happier than I can even express.
I still love you. I always will. If you ever need me, I'll be here.
I just wish I could share this with you.