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[prismaticbleed]

 

 

I've been having a lot of hacks recently.

Don't get all freaked out though-- this is a completely different situation that in has ever been, and although it is still incredibly dangerous and painful, I have made incredible progress in fighting it and I want to make sure that is understood here (I haven't updated here in a while, after all).

Now, as it will take far too long to reiterate here, I shall give you links to previous discussions of the incredible events that have been happening in my life since you last heard from me on this journal.
They are spread throughout many websites and brought together here for your understanding, just like my wonderfully multiversal life!

June 27th: Scribbld and one currently unfinished Blurty entry (MAJOR)
June 28th: Scribbld
June 29th: Blurty and Scribbld
June 26th through June 29th: Xanga session (MAJOR)
June 30th: Blurty and Scribbld
July 2nd: Blurty (MAJOR)
July 5th: Scribbld
July 6th: Scribbld
July 7th: Scribbld (MAJOR)
July 8th: Blurty (MAJOR) and Scribbld
July 9th: Blurty and Scribbld

...Yeah, I've been writing a LOT lately.
Ironically, although none of it has been on this journal (due to this one being reserved for darker news), you IJ readers are now likely more in the loop than ever. Seriously, look at that comprehensive little list. You can't go wrong there.
If you're only interested in major events, just read those-- I have them marked!

Anyway. Now that you're hopefully up to speed, let me add a little bit more.

After Wednesday, Julie lost her entire influence over my waking life. She cannot hack me while I am conscious anymore, which has never happened before (and it is wonderful). However... Julie doesn't go down easy. Being a shadow, she is an incredibly primal thing, and when her existence as that dark concept is threatened, she lashes out with everything she can.
I have been getting hacked, terribly, almost every night since the 29th.
That's bad enough in and of itself, but what disturbs me the most is the way she has modified her methods.
As she can no longer directly assault me (thank God; you do NOT want to know what she's done to me in past nightmares), she has to 'reroute' her influence indirectly in order to damage me at all.
So she is now hurting other people so she can hurt me even more.
This has to stop.
I don't know what to do about it yet... my boss is really angry, so I can count on him helping me along with this, but it scares me to realize just how vicious Julie is getting. I'm really afraid of what she might try next if we manage to stop her here.

I reclaimed my stolen color from her, sure, but now she's trying to steal mine.

I can't let that happen.