092011

[prismaticbleed]

Having the person you love more than anything else in the world tell you they miss you, and that they don't know where you are, hurts. When they say that while looking directly at you, it really drives the point home.

When the person you adore with your entire heart tells you that he doesn't want anyone to be hurt because of you, and that he is sick of seeing you in that sort of position, you know that something needs to change.

Last night was incredibly painful but incredibly motivating.
I need to talk to him this morning, to thank him, to remember.
I'm not just doing this for me. I'm doing it for him, and for her, and for everyone else.

I don't want to be lost anymore.