MIRACLE DRUGS

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12AM1AM2AM3AM4AMWHY

noname
   noname
       noname
WEHAVENONAME.


and I ask
myself again

         WHERE
                DID
                    MY
                     DREAMS
                            GO?

Mr Samsa
I'm afraid I must
KILL YOU AGAIN



"Why are you leaving?
     You can't just leave."

     All of a sudden
It struck me
  Just how selfish those words sounded.

  WATCH
   WHAT
  YOURE 
  SAYING
  TYPING
 THINKING
   IDIOT

Like I was staying here for your sake.
Like you're the only reason I'm even here.
Like you're something I can't afford to lose.

Don't be silly.

I'm so sick of this
        every day
          every night
    you say the same thing
     the same DAMN THING

              a DELUDED LIE


   can't you just leave me
          THINK
with chaos like the old days?
     

    "I love you"
        "stay with me forever"
"MARRY ME!"

                  WHAT THE HELL
                      (is going on)

                You say it to who you THINK
                                 is J.W.L.
                                                        but you've never
     AM I?                                                            known me.
  DEARGODWHOAMI?                         (AND NEITHER
                                                                    HAVE I.)

      Do you
          remember
Wobbly
    Headed
        BOB?

                    maybe not
                  MAYBE YES?
                        mAyBE SO
 

LEAVEMEALONEPLEASE!

PLEASESTOPSAYINGITSTOPREPEATINGTHESELIESSTOPTRYINGTOMAKEMEDESTROYMYSELFAGAIN!

 

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