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EARLY mass for weird schedule
SJE
Oblates
Funeral so went home
OCD prater answer

Clothes frustration; overstimulated
TOO STRESSED, COULDN'T GET UPSTAIRS!!!
Prayer card fixing

FINALLY got into different clothes, RECONNECTED WITH HEADSPACE, SAID PRAYERS

Leon has MASTERED the eggs

Mimic & Chaos brief "bonding" over eggman grudges
Julie warned them about that?

Lynne NEEDS TO SUFFER TO LEARN LOVE
(also a new "surname"!!!)
THE RETRIBUTORS NEED SURNAMES TOO NOW!!!!

Laurie inviting them and Leon to hang out with us more regularly, especially at night-- that's when truest relationships develop

Sharona/Jezebel = NEITHER NAMES FIT
Said she doesn't "feel complete?" Not just no surname, but CANNOT be a Centralite? Something is missing.

Pepper grinder broke last night remember
Spice literally tossed a few whole pepperspheres on the broccoli, "there you go"

ADELAIDE FRONTING IN BATHROOM INSTEAD OF "NUMB" FRONTERS???? Absolute game changer
She's like TWELVE. Markedly prepubescent but not a child

Bible study: reading through Matthew MSG
"Don't get stuck on the Nativity again"
DEEPLY INSPIRING & CONVICTING. Dear heavens I love being Catholic, THANK YOU GOD.

Nervous after? As usual. Probably body chemicals.
Triscuit threat
SUGAR VS WRECKAGE = INSIDE VS OUTSIDE THREATS!!!

PAINTING THE MERMAID
Then some of the Sage shirt

DN at 530

Choir Rehearsal!!!
SIMON SON OF JOHN ;______;
Solo compulsion? Why is that such a persistent intrusive thought??

Raining at night, beautiful and quiet.
Got home at 845 WTF DUDE

Crashed from exhaustion. Sat on floor in front of altar.
Made the mistake of opening Tumblr for Tomics, stumbled onto "ex-catholic" blogs that were full of some genuinely disturbing casual heresy
Mom called at like 945????

so screwed up mentally at this point that i just decided to go to bed
In bed for 945 because we're EXHAUSTED from today and have to be up at 645