broke

I am sick, scared, exhausted and so tired of being broke. I don’t know what else to do as i still cannot work– I specifically asked my treatment team this week and got a hard “no”.

Nevertheless I’m trying to get by, day by day. God’s infinitely merciful grace, and your compassionate generosity, ensure that. I’m being bluntly sincere. With no other immediate social help, donations are all I’ve got.

I pray I can give them all a return somehow. Even if only by prayers & sharing the blessed faith. I am so grateful it aches. I wish I could give back just as much.

Pray for me, please. Things are so rough right now and I desperately need God. Prayers keep my soul alive and that’s the top priority.

God bless you all, always. 🙏


LATER ADDITION:

I woke up to a surprise phone bill for over $180. 
I had asked for my old phone account to be canceled back in March. I haven't used the phone since then. After a 2 hour phone call today, apparently they never did so and I still owe them this bill.

I can’t. I can’t even do laundry again this week because all my funds keep going to gasoline & sudden expenses like this, either for myself or my family– who I am still at least running errands & getting food for.

I really don’t know why I’m getting slammed with so many pressing financial hardships this month. It’s frightening. But I know God has a reason for sending them to me– even if it’s only in penance, humble patience, & contrite surrender.

Prayers are appreciated, more than ever at this time, despite the pressing earthly need. My soul needs the Lord and His grace the most. 🙏😣