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"Trust no one" vs "help my unbelief" = mom vs me mindsets. Very upset by this contrast and conflict.
Stealing compulsion? "Justifying" secret taking by "I'll pay it back in secret;" STILL WRONG!
Today: said a rosary while waiting for mom to pick me up in front of Walmart. Everything felt so lucid and real. Peace in my heart. Can still remember exactly what the sky looked like
Split second obedience vs DOUBT at "where's the voice coming from"; i.e. is it a compulsive thought or an actual conscience guidance? DISCERN? How to do so FAST?
Stealing compulsion? "Justifying" secret taking by "I'll pay it back in secret;" STILL WRONG!
Today: said a rosary while waiting for mom to pick me up in front of Walmart. Everything felt so lucid and real. Peace in my heart. Can still remember exactly what the sky looked like
Split second obedience vs DOUBT at "where's the voice coming from"; i.e. is it a compulsive thought or an actual conscience guidance? DISCERN? How to do so FAST?
