found it!

 

So I'm cleaning up my workspace today, and I just stumbled across the paper I was trying to reference in Monday's Xanga, concerning "what Ryou told me during our 4th incident." Actually, it was "what caused our 4th incident," and Ryou just seemed to personify it. Here's what I had written:

"Tar = darkness = WELL OF CREATION. Immense power untapped due to fear. Darkness is the time of DREAMING. Fighting this energy turns it back on you. Surrender to it, work with it. Become a faithful phoenix. Black = death AND birth."

Then I had added: "there is an "I AM presence" under the Razor Spire, in the mirror oasis room. It gave us the ANGEL HELMET."

Both of those points are EXTREMELY relevant to current events, but since I didn't get home until after 7PM yesterday (Remind me to talk about yesterday's therapy session soon, that was nuts) I didn't get to review the other 2012 entries concerning those points, and I should do that first to get a clearer picture.

I'll update again on that later; as for now I need to finish cataloguing these papers and then do some more homework. See you around.