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prismaticbleedmorning was terrifying. could NOT get ourself to eat. binge relapses, manic dissociative mindset, felt utterly displaced and off kilter and could NOT pull ourself together.
but god, we tried.
and god made the rest of the day utterly amazing.
we SOMEHOW got breakfast down. made way too much out of compulsive obligatory unwisdom, but then REALIZED we were not going to eat it because none of it "felt right" (and that is SO IMPORTANT to pay attention to; no it is not "stupid"), so we ate the only thing we had the stomach TO eat-- tomato and avocado. and we did! it was lovely and we enjoyed it so much
(didn’t we have a bowl of cherries and peaches too, or something?)
KLONOA 2!!!
