unrequited

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No matter how much love I give...
No matter how much love I get...

It always feels...

...Unrequited.



So what do I do now?



Q knows I love him, but I don't say so enough.

Ditto that point with Bakura and Marik, too.

I never feel as if I'm letting them know as much as I should.


Chaos Zero knows I love him, and I tell him constantly.

But... I still feel as if I'm just not saying what I need to say.


I love Selph dearly, but sometimes days go by where I barely say a word to him.

I hope he doesn't feel ignored or forgotten...

I always tell him how I feel, though... but is it enough?



Will it ever be enough?


No matter what I say
No matter what I do
No matter how I feel
It never feels like enough.
Maybe that's the way love works
Maybe that's how it's supposed to be
But that doesn't mean
That it doesn't break my heart
Every time it crosses my mind.




I don't even know if Jim knows.

He means so freaking much to me... always has, and always will, but...

...Should I say anything?

Should I tell him what I almost said back in December?

Should I tell him that I love him as much as I do?

Or should I keep quiet and keep wondering?


It's the same situation with Ben.

He's an amazing kid, and I love him too, but...

...I don't know whether or not I should say anything...

...Now or ever.



What do you do
When you can't say how you feel
Because you don't want to offend
Or you don't want to give the wrong impression?
What do you do
If you just want to stay friends
But you still want them to know
How much they will always mean to you?
What do you do
When you simply can't say
"I love you?"




It hurts like hell, you know.