late, but nice.

[prismaticbleed]

 

 

Dear universe:
thank you so much for the beautiful synchronicity just now, with the music and words and things, I didn't realize how badly my heart missed this until it happened.
this is me, this is the truest essence of me, i have been out of tune for so long, but i never forgot what this felt like.

also i am 100% in poet mode right now, i want to make gorgeous art and music and songs about everyone that i love, unfortunately it is 2am and that would not be smart! but please help me tap into this during the day, this is so sincere, i don't want to lose sight of it, ever.
i have so many ideas, all the color of sunlit kaleidoscopes, fragile and beautiful and treasured. god only knows how to translate them into the physical realm, but i will make the heartfelt effort and perhaps that will be enough.

this song was one of the biggest synchronicities in the world when we found it, too. had both of us in tears.
wait for me, amor. wait for me.
also guess what page comes up in my address bar when i type that word in, haha. that was clever.

...okay and that synchronicity was even more profound, dear lord, how does this always happen i swear
but its relevant as anything and i havent spoken about that yet here. i should. it is very notable and true.
laurie remind me, you know exactly what i mean, and make sure i don't lose sight of what the truth is there. you never forget.

i am half asleep. i want to go upstairs like this before it slips over into too-white giddiness, infi knows all about that.
i will end up enthralled by ryman's ridiculously fluffy hair if that happens, i will guarantee that right now

therapy is tomorrow, afternoon is also booked, will update that evening, if all goes well.

love you readers too!