Impulse: Cacophany Of Colors

[prismaticbleed]

Bells are ringing in my head
Beat me up
Left for dead
All I see is turning red
Bells are laughing in my head
Can you help me stop this please?
Suffering with some strange disease
Eyes are shut
Love is blind
Tell me that I've still been kind
Killing others with my mind
Selfish tears
Selfish fears
Feeling older than my years
Young inside
Still alive
Wonder how will I survive
Apologize
To you, to them
Tell a friend
Spinny's back in town
And yet I wonder.
Did I hurt you with my fears?
Did I hurt you with my tears?
We're not around too many years
So young and yet so old
Could you be this old and have your life just...
Explode
Implode
Like a diode
Lights dance before your eyes
makes you wonder what you've been dreaming
but you can't remember
A rush of wings
Changes things
You remember the last time it happened
The first time
Years ago, far away
The day your life changed forever
For the better
Through rain and shine and snowy weather
whistling on the winds of change
You smiled at me then
Back when I was just a kid
Blue ears
Brown eyes
welcoming me into the future
into salvation
just like he did
Except his eyes were white
And it wasn't that long ago
My mind dissolves into a cacophany of colors
Spinning
Spinning
That's what they call me
what music does to you
The clock is ticking
second
after
second
I'll never get them back
Scares me
When I realize it
and yet I'm still counting down the minutes
Days
Years
until God knows when
What if
all the clocks in the world
stopped
if only for a moment
would we know what eternity was like?
maybe nobody would even notice
life's a funny little thing