choose the family

march 7th 2018:
the day after we were mugged.
the day we finally realized we weren't actually living after all.


THE REASON WHY WE CAME HOME SO FAST AFTER VISITING GRANDPA
IS BECAUSE
OLIVER MADE US LEAVE ALL OUR ARTWORK THERE WITH HIM.
AS A "PROMISE" THAT WE WOULD COME BACK.

…

I want to sob forever at how stupid we were.
But, finally, finally, I can forgive myself for leaving.

I forgot. I forgot. I am so sorry.