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to whoever keeps looking at THAT EVIL STUFF

its disgusting. and weird.
stop it.

God, we have a problem here.


I am so sick.
I know the body is in pain. I KNOW we just got hacked. But the dissociation is immense.
God help us. 5 years of hell and this is still happening. How do we stop it.

...
They're doing this on purpose, the hackers. This is still killing us. The trauma boiling right below the surface threatens to swallow us whole.
We can't think, can't feel, can't do ANYTHING but totally depersonalize so that we aren't feeling the horrors they did to the body AGAIN.
And WHY???
Just to hurt us. JUST to hurt us.
Or... maybe for an even worse reason: because they were programmed to.
You can't reason with a heartless program.