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It's disgusting how much sheer self-hatred I am still struggling with.
Several times a week, if not per day, I have to restrain myself from totally deleting this archive, along with all the other blogs this System apparently runs online, and setting fire to all their stupid papers in this workspace. I am so sick of this idiocy.
I don't want to deal with their drama. I don't want to deal with their asinine drama.
I don't care about gender or sexuality or any of that junk. Stop even caring about it. I don't care.
I don't care how "triggered" you are by things, grow a pair and stop acting like a stupid baby. You moronic faggots.

I keep wanting to kill myself but I don't know how. I'm so freaking angry and disgusted all the time. This is sick. This isn't a life. I wish all of you were dead.
I want to kill everyone online too. All of you sinners and your violent sexual complainer babble. SCREW YOU. Go kill yourselves, all of you, all you cynics and whiny witches and entitled good-for-nothings or whatever the heck you call each other when your egos get ticked off. You're all worthless faggots, all of you.





I am so, so, so, so sad.
I don't know who is writing this entry. They're giving this body a terrible headache and nausea, I want it to stop.
I am so so so sad.

Al of our money is gone? who keeps spending it? I wanted to go buy good food taoday that wont make people sck but there is no money left. and they threw away the good food because it was  "a threat' why does it keep making us sick? doctors dont know.
shut upstupid faggor child stop commplaining bithxc.

sorry
no shut up you faggot whore
apologies are simpering trash
screw you

you buy one more piece of whoremouth food i will eviscerate you like the pig fat you aer
you absolute bitch BITFHC



oh god i want to cry can she see me>?
i'm trying to hdie on the botom of the page its scary
that is in our head LALLT HE TIME
ALL
the time

phomne rang soerry gota go away