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its my turn to say the words
Mar. 27th, 2008 01:18 pm...
...There are some things I am simply dying to say.
viralalchemist207... I know, I know. Life in this house is not easy in the least. But... I have absolute faith that you can get through it. All right? You keep moving forwards and don't let anyone hold you back. You have the potential to do so, you have the talent, you have the friends to help you. So don't ever give up. Ever.
fullmetalshamanrocks... my dear little sister. Honey, I hope with all my heart that you're feeling okay right about now. I know you've just managed to escape from a really terrible time, and I do not want you getting trapped in that sort of pain again. Okay? I'm your big sister, remember, and that means I'll always be here for you... to protect you, to help you, to inspire you, to stand with you when you think you're all alone. Because you're not. I'm here, and all your other friends are here too. You're very precious to us, hon. You stay strong too. I know you can.
lostanimedrawer.... yes, you. I've only begun to really talk to you recently, and not only do you get me laughing like crazy (which I really, really need), but you're an incredibly inspirational person and it is an absolute honor to know you. Honestly. Thank you for every single word of help and humor you've offered me so far. It means a heck of a lot.
bdsb... same to you. I think I've only spoken to you once, aside from comments and the like, but I can tell you're really a great guy. If you have any doubt about that, just look at what you've been able to do for Q. That alone helps me more than I let on, and so have all those comments. Sure, they may only be comments, but you took the time to write 'em for me, even with that crazy internet conenction, and I really appreciate that. Thank you.
anthro7... I really need to talk to you more, hon! Seriously, you're apparently a fantastic person, and a great friend to boot. Plus you aren't afraid to tell us emotastic crazyheads to look up and smile already! Thank you kindly for that, dear. And feel free to bury me in the snow, too, if you feel I need it.
linda-w... I hope you read this. I really, sincerely want to help you in every way I can. I hope what I said to you earlier made a positive impact on your situation... but I don't know. Please, honey, don't you lose hope either. I'll gladly shine some of mine on your life if you feel you're running low, okay? I'm here for you, Linda, no matter what... and please, don't forget that.
red0048... You are not a bad person in the slightest, okay? I know that for sure. You, too, are in my thoughts and prayers, and I really hope you realize that. I don't mind being your personal therapist, if that's what you feel you need, and I'm ready and willing to do anything else for you if you need it. All right? Don't hesistate to talk to me if you need someone to listen. That's what I do.
whipzter... I just met you, but your gorgeous photography has already made a huge impact on me... and somebody else I hold dear. Thank you immensely for that... and for the incredibly kind words you spoke right here on my page. I can't even begin to tell you how much that means to me. Thank you so much, dear.
rougehyuuga... next time you're online, darling, I hope you see this, and I want you to know that I miss seeing you around! You're really a ray of sunshine for me, and not only that, but you're an incredible friend and an amazing inspiration! I have that gorgeous picture you drew me printed out and taped in my locker, actually-- makes me smile every single time I see it. Thanks, hon. Let me know if there's anything at all that I can do for you in return.
rilyjester... felt I needed to thank you simply for the amount of comments and kind words you've given me, even though we've just met. However... if there's one thing I will never forget, and that has really moved me, it's the fact that your beloved Selph was inspired by my own muse of the same name. Now that deserves a thousand thank yous.
allmightysmiter... ditto the above point, hon! Where you find the time to write up all those comments I'll never know... but geez, do they ever brighten my afternoons. Thank you so very much for that. And honestly... you are an absolutely wonderful person. That's the truth, okay? So don't go feeling down on yourself, please. You don't deserve to be looked down upon by anyone.
darkjester-reala... oh geez! How much I have to thank you for...! But seriously, dear, you have done so freaking much for me it's insane. I could never thank you enough, not in a thousand years, but I'll try to express it a little. Thank you... for letting me be a part of FFN, for including Selph in your projects, for taking the time to talk to me, for always giving me something to smile about. You can't even imagine how much it all means... but thank you.
madmatica... wow. Would you believe that one piece of giftart you drew me is simply one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen? And for many reasons, too. Thank you immensely for that, hon... and for the other one, too! But honestly, you are an amazing person-- kind, talented, modest, inspirational, and a great friend. I am truly honored to know you. Don't ever give up on your dreams.
naysu, here's a HUGE thank you for everything! Geez, we met on pure chance, and look at the friendship we've got. I'm so thankful I got to know you, honestly! I just wish I got the chance to talk to you more... I desperately need to find the time. I'm not ignoring you, I'll never forget you-- I'm just insanely busy! But seriously, thank you so much for being my friend, and for doing what you have for me as well. You're really awesome.
eb-g-saraiera, you've done so much for me too, and I haven't gotten the chance to properly thank you. Well, I feel absolutely terrible about that, and I'm going to say what I should have earlier right now. You were there for me in my darkest time, you constantly do all these meaningful little things for me (believe me, they mean so much), and you're an absolutely inspiring artist. Thank you, thank you so much. I can't tell you enough.
internetakatsuki... I feel absolutely horrid. And why? Because I rarely ever get an opportunity to talk to you. And that's wrong. You... you're always offering me words of encouragement, of help, of inspiration. Honestly, that comment you left on my one recent journal (you know the one) struck me so deep it was insane. I can't even begin to say how much that meant to me, but I can sure as heaven thank you with all my heart. Thank you, sincerely, for being my friend. It means so much.
kuroius... my fellow Phantomilian, huh? Thanks so much for always stopping by. You're a wonderful person, a fantastic artist, and an amazing friend. Seriously you are! I'm sorry I haven't said so before, but really-- thanks. I'm glad I have you around.
shadow-sin... same to you, dear. We've been talking a little more recently, but I just have this terrible feeling that I'm making you feel ignored somehow. I hope not! I'm very thankful I'm your friend, and you mean a whole lot to me. Thank you for those brilliant comics, thank you for the comments, and thank you for the friendship. And I sincerely mean that.
h-k-b, I think we met under the most amazing circumstances ever. Thank you. Honestly, just the fact that you thought me a good enough person to spontaneously draw me that gorgeous picture, even though you didn't even know me, means more than words can say. I'm so sorry if I haven't kept up communication with you as much as I'd like... but please, just know that I am honored to be your friend.
shub-yoggoth, you are a dearer friend to me than I can say. Really. Not only have you been an inspiration to me, but you were literally the first person here on dA who I thought of as a sincere friend. I was still a little kid then, very scared, and very lonely... and you made the effort to befriend me. Thank you so, so much for that, and thank you for staying my friend up until today. I can only hope I have been as good a friend to you.
666twistedsmile666, I am so terribly sorry I haven't been talking to you much. Honestly, you are a great guy and a great friend, and I am very grateful that I can call you that as well. I love your art and sense of humor, and just wish I could be a better friend to you. Keep that in mind, okay? I haven't forgotten about you, not by a long shot!
ideya-freak... sweetheart... I can't even begin to say how I feel about your whole situation. It hurts me terribly to hear that you're going through all that, and I want nothing more than to get you the heck out of there. Honest. I'm sorry and guilty beyond words that I haven't been around for you as much as I wanted to... as much as you needed a friend around. Please, let me make it up to you somehow. And please, don't ever forget that I'm here for you, through thick and thin, no matter what. I promise you that with all my heart. Stay strong, love. We can do this.
lordblumiere, you are a freaking huge inspiration to me. I mean that! I sincerely apologize for not talking to you too often either... believe me, I want to! You're an amazing person, write some of the best stuff I have ever read, and are really a wonderful friend. Thank you so much for everything, dear.
crystalgal23, you're the one I'm the most worried about, what with the whole lack-of-comments thing. You are a very dear friend to me, you are a truly gifted artist and dreamer, and you're overall an absolutely wonderful person. I mean that with every ounce of honesty I have in me. Heaven only knows what you're going through right now, but I'm going to hope and pray that it's nothing bad, and if it is, then I'm going to keep you in my thoughts until things start looking up. We've both been through some awful times, but I don't want you suffering through that anymore. Okay? You're really an amazing friend, even if I don't get the chance to let you know that. I'm so, so sorry.
Geez... there are so many more of you I would simply love to thank... but there's no room. ^^ But you know I love each and every one of you guys, honestly I do. Thanks for everything. I'm so happy you consider me your friend.
But...
...I have some very special things to say yet.
maddeningtruth. My inspiration. Don't look so shocked, you know how much you've done for me! Seriously... the beautiful artwork alone is enough to merit you my infinite thanks, but when you add in the incredible friendship we've gained and the very circumstances in which we met-- wow. That's really something. Look how far we've both come, huh? But honestly, you are an incredibly dear friend to me, and I hope you know that. I wish I could say more, but... if I did, I'd end up writing a couple pages worth. So I'll simply say thank you, for absolutely everything. It sincerely means the world to me. ♥
jamesprower. Fate was cruel when it put you over there and me over here. Honest. You are such a huge inspiration to me... that imagination of yours is freaking incredible. Every single day I end up thinking about something or other that you've done for me, some way you've permanently influenced me, some way you've turned my life around. And you have. Honestly, Jim, I can't even begin to fathom where I'd be right now if I hadn't met you. ...But I can't help but think back to that one motherhuge comment you posted on my journal, a long while ago. I didn't get the chance to comment back, and I apologize if that made you feel ignored, but... the real reason is that the English language cannot put into words what I felt when I read that. And I read it quite a lot. Read it again just this morning, actually... and what you said doesn't lose an iota of meaning for me. You have helped me see myself in a better, brighter light.. you have helped me find and use talents I didn't even know I had.. you have helped me to be a better person. If I get the chance to visit you, and heaven knows I'd love to, I am thanking you in person. You deserve that too, after all you've done for me. And yet... I wish I could do more for you. I know, I know, I'm already a crazy-active part of many of your projects, and believe me I love being able to say that, but... I can't even imagine what you've been through. I've read some of it, you've told me some of it, but I haven't experienced a moment of it myself and I wish I could. And why? So I could take some of that pain away from you. I'm absolutely heartbroken that you, of all people, had to suffer through that... and still are. Honestly, what I would give to free you from that...! Please, let me know if there's anything more I can do. All right? And please, remember this as well... yeah, I do care about you that much. Actually, I care a heck of a lot more than that. You're priceless, Jim. Don't let this world get you down. I'm here whenever you need me, and I always will be, no matter what happens. ♥
q-lok. Where do I even start?
Actually, I think it all starts with something far beyond our capacity to fathom: this amazing lack of coincidences between both our lives. How in heaven's name can I explain it?
You signed up here completely on a whim. I signed up here only through much persuasion on my muse's part. You met me when you randomly saw some of my art in crystalgal23's favorites and decided to stop by. With my busy life, it took me two months to reply, but even then it might have ended, if fate didn't have the complete opposite in mind.
It snowballed from then on, really, and I couldn't have possibly foreseen a single moment since then. How could I have? You know how much we've gone through in only five simple months. Five! Geez!
How did we even get here?
You, Q-Lok, are one of the best friends I have ever had in my entire life, and you're a heck more than that as well. You're an inspiration, you're a light in the darkness, you're a self-proclaimed living example of everything I have ever hoped to achieve in this life.
So... thank you.
-spinningcannon♥★
...There are some things I am simply dying to say.
viralalchemist207... I know, I know. Life in this house is not easy in the least. But... I have absolute faith that you can get through it. All right? You keep moving forwards and don't let anyone hold you back. You have the potential to do so, you have the talent, you have the friends to help you. So don't ever give up. Ever.
fullmetalshamanrocks... my dear little sister. Honey, I hope with all my heart that you're feeling okay right about now. I know you've just managed to escape from a really terrible time, and I do not want you getting trapped in that sort of pain again. Okay? I'm your big sister, remember, and that means I'll always be here for you... to protect you, to help you, to inspire you, to stand with you when you think you're all alone. Because you're not. I'm here, and all your other friends are here too. You're very precious to us, hon. You stay strong too. I know you can.
lostanimedrawer.... yes, you. I've only begun to really talk to you recently, and not only do you get me laughing like crazy (which I really, really need), but you're an incredibly inspirational person and it is an absolute honor to know you. Honestly. Thank you for every single word of help and humor you've offered me so far. It means a heck of a lot.
bdsb... same to you. I think I've only spoken to you once, aside from comments and the like, but I can tell you're really a great guy. If you have any doubt about that, just look at what you've been able to do for Q. That alone helps me more than I let on, and so have all those comments. Sure, they may only be comments, but you took the time to write 'em for me, even with that crazy internet conenction, and I really appreciate that. Thank you.
anthro7... I really need to talk to you more, hon! Seriously, you're apparently a fantastic person, and a great friend to boot. Plus you aren't afraid to tell us emotastic crazyheads to look up and smile already! Thank you kindly for that, dear. And feel free to bury me in the snow, too, if you feel I need it.
linda-w... I hope you read this. I really, sincerely want to help you in every way I can. I hope what I said to you earlier made a positive impact on your situation... but I don't know. Please, honey, don't you lose hope either. I'll gladly shine some of mine on your life if you feel you're running low, okay? I'm here for you, Linda, no matter what... and please, don't forget that.
red0048... You are not a bad person in the slightest, okay? I know that for sure. You, too, are in my thoughts and prayers, and I really hope you realize that. I don't mind being your personal therapist, if that's what you feel you need, and I'm ready and willing to do anything else for you if you need it. All right? Don't hesistate to talk to me if you need someone to listen. That's what I do.
whipzter... I just met you, but your gorgeous photography has already made a huge impact on me... and somebody else I hold dear. Thank you immensely for that... and for the incredibly kind words you spoke right here on my page. I can't even begin to tell you how much that means to me. Thank you so much, dear.
rougehyuuga... next time you're online, darling, I hope you see this, and I want you to know that I miss seeing you around! You're really a ray of sunshine for me, and not only that, but you're an incredible friend and an amazing inspiration! I have that gorgeous picture you drew me printed out and taped in my locker, actually-- makes me smile every single time I see it. Thanks, hon. Let me know if there's anything at all that I can do for you in return.
rilyjester... felt I needed to thank you simply for the amount of comments and kind words you've given me, even though we've just met. However... if there's one thing I will never forget, and that has really moved me, it's the fact that your beloved Selph was inspired by my own muse of the same name. Now that deserves a thousand thank yous.
allmightysmiter... ditto the above point, hon! Where you find the time to write up all those comments I'll never know... but geez, do they ever brighten my afternoons. Thank you so very much for that. And honestly... you are an absolutely wonderful person. That's the truth, okay? So don't go feeling down on yourself, please. You don't deserve to be looked down upon by anyone.
darkjester-reala... oh geez! How much I have to thank you for...! But seriously, dear, you have done so freaking much for me it's insane. I could never thank you enough, not in a thousand years, but I'll try to express it a little. Thank you... for letting me be a part of FFN, for including Selph in your projects, for taking the time to talk to me, for always giving me something to smile about. You can't even imagine how much it all means... but thank you.
madmatica... wow. Would you believe that one piece of giftart you drew me is simply one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen? And for many reasons, too. Thank you immensely for that, hon... and for the other one, too! But honestly, you are an amazing person-- kind, talented, modest, inspirational, and a great friend. I am truly honored to know you. Don't ever give up on your dreams.
naysu, here's a HUGE thank you for everything! Geez, we met on pure chance, and look at the friendship we've got. I'm so thankful I got to know you, honestly! I just wish I got the chance to talk to you more... I desperately need to find the time. I'm not ignoring you, I'll never forget you-- I'm just insanely busy! But seriously, thank you so much for being my friend, and for doing what you have for me as well. You're really awesome.
eb-g-saraiera, you've done so much for me too, and I haven't gotten the chance to properly thank you. Well, I feel absolutely terrible about that, and I'm going to say what I should have earlier right now. You were there for me in my darkest time, you constantly do all these meaningful little things for me (believe me, they mean so much), and you're an absolutely inspiring artist. Thank you, thank you so much. I can't tell you enough.
internetakatsuki... I feel absolutely horrid. And why? Because I rarely ever get an opportunity to talk to you. And that's wrong. You... you're always offering me words of encouragement, of help, of inspiration. Honestly, that comment you left on my one recent journal (you know the one) struck me so deep it was insane. I can't even begin to say how much that meant to me, but I can sure as heaven thank you with all my heart. Thank you, sincerely, for being my friend. It means so much.
kuroius... my fellow Phantomilian, huh? Thanks so much for always stopping by. You're a wonderful person, a fantastic artist, and an amazing friend. Seriously you are! I'm sorry I haven't said so before, but really-- thanks. I'm glad I have you around.
shadow-sin... same to you, dear. We've been talking a little more recently, but I just have this terrible feeling that I'm making you feel ignored somehow. I hope not! I'm very thankful I'm your friend, and you mean a whole lot to me. Thank you for those brilliant comics, thank you for the comments, and thank you for the friendship. And I sincerely mean that.
h-k-b, I think we met under the most amazing circumstances ever. Thank you. Honestly, just the fact that you thought me a good enough person to spontaneously draw me that gorgeous picture, even though you didn't even know me, means more than words can say. I'm so sorry if I haven't kept up communication with you as much as I'd like... but please, just know that I am honored to be your friend.
shub-yoggoth, you are a dearer friend to me than I can say. Really. Not only have you been an inspiration to me, but you were literally the first person here on dA who I thought of as a sincere friend. I was still a little kid then, very scared, and very lonely... and you made the effort to befriend me. Thank you so, so much for that, and thank you for staying my friend up until today. I can only hope I have been as good a friend to you.
666twistedsmile666, I am so terribly sorry I haven't been talking to you much. Honestly, you are a great guy and a great friend, and I am very grateful that I can call you that as well. I love your art and sense of humor, and just wish I could be a better friend to you. Keep that in mind, okay? I haven't forgotten about you, not by a long shot!
ideya-freak... sweetheart... I can't even begin to say how I feel about your whole situation. It hurts me terribly to hear that you're going through all that, and I want nothing more than to get you the heck out of there. Honest. I'm sorry and guilty beyond words that I haven't been around for you as much as I wanted to... as much as you needed a friend around. Please, let me make it up to you somehow. And please, don't ever forget that I'm here for you, through thick and thin, no matter what. I promise you that with all my heart. Stay strong, love. We can do this.
lordblumiere, you are a freaking huge inspiration to me. I mean that! I sincerely apologize for not talking to you too often either... believe me, I want to! You're an amazing person, write some of the best stuff I have ever read, and are really a wonderful friend. Thank you so much for everything, dear.
crystalgal23, you're the one I'm the most worried about, what with the whole lack-of-comments thing. You are a very dear friend to me, you are a truly gifted artist and dreamer, and you're overall an absolutely wonderful person. I mean that with every ounce of honesty I have in me. Heaven only knows what you're going through right now, but I'm going to hope and pray that it's nothing bad, and if it is, then I'm going to keep you in my thoughts until things start looking up. We've both been through some awful times, but I don't want you suffering through that anymore. Okay? You're really an amazing friend, even if I don't get the chance to let you know that. I'm so, so sorry.
Geez... there are so many more of you I would simply love to thank... but there's no room. ^^ But you know I love each and every one of you guys, honestly I do. Thanks for everything. I'm so happy you consider me your friend.
But...
...I have some very special things to say yet.
maddeningtruth. My inspiration. Don't look so shocked, you know how much you've done for me! Seriously... the beautiful artwork alone is enough to merit you my infinite thanks, but when you add in the incredible friendship we've gained and the very circumstances in which we met-- wow. That's really something. Look how far we've both come, huh? But honestly, you are an incredibly dear friend to me, and I hope you know that. I wish I could say more, but... if I did, I'd end up writing a couple pages worth. So I'll simply say thank you, for absolutely everything. It sincerely means the world to me. ♥
jamesprower. Fate was cruel when it put you over there and me over here. Honest. You are such a huge inspiration to me... that imagination of yours is freaking incredible. Every single day I end up thinking about something or other that you've done for me, some way you've permanently influenced me, some way you've turned my life around. And you have. Honestly, Jim, I can't even begin to fathom where I'd be right now if I hadn't met you. ...But I can't help but think back to that one motherhuge comment you posted on my journal, a long while ago. I didn't get the chance to comment back, and I apologize if that made you feel ignored, but... the real reason is that the English language cannot put into words what I felt when I read that. And I read it quite a lot. Read it again just this morning, actually... and what you said doesn't lose an iota of meaning for me. You have helped me see myself in a better, brighter light.. you have helped me find and use talents I didn't even know I had.. you have helped me to be a better person. If I get the chance to visit you, and heaven knows I'd love to, I am thanking you in person. You deserve that too, after all you've done for me. And yet... I wish I could do more for you. I know, I know, I'm already a crazy-active part of many of your projects, and believe me I love being able to say that, but... I can't even imagine what you've been through. I've read some of it, you've told me some of it, but I haven't experienced a moment of it myself and I wish I could. And why? So I could take some of that pain away from you. I'm absolutely heartbroken that you, of all people, had to suffer through that... and still are. Honestly, what I would give to free you from that...! Please, let me know if there's anything more I can do. All right? And please, remember this as well... yeah, I do care about you that much. Actually, I care a heck of a lot more than that. You're priceless, Jim. Don't let this world get you down. I'm here whenever you need me, and I always will be, no matter what happens. ♥
q-lok. Where do I even start?
Actually, I think it all starts with something far beyond our capacity to fathom: this amazing lack of coincidences between both our lives. How in heaven's name can I explain it?
You signed up here completely on a whim. I signed up here only through much persuasion on my muse's part. You met me when you randomly saw some of my art in crystalgal23's favorites and decided to stop by. With my busy life, it took me two months to reply, but even then it might have ended, if fate didn't have the complete opposite in mind.
It snowballed from then on, really, and I couldn't have possibly foreseen a single moment since then. How could I have? You know how much we've gone through in only five simple months. Five! Geez!
How did we even get here?
You, Q-Lok, are one of the best friends I have ever had in my entire life, and you're a heck more than that as well. You're an inspiration, you're a light in the darkness, you're a self-proclaimed living example of everything I have ever hoped to achieve in this life.
So... thank you.
-spinningcannon♥★
